; it just feels so weird but all I can do, is to only sit by the side to watch everything unfold and wonder... if i ever did anything to deserve this
I need to go fly kite and learn to not stress myself out in this faster paced part of the world.
One day I'll break down real badly, I know it may not be now, but it will be very soon. I feel it coming. And when it does, there's no way in stopping myself. It'll be tough to live then, but whatever it is, I better enjoy myself the best I can now before it's too late.
One thing I know about me, I don't forgive or forget easily. I bear grudges. So think twice before stepping on my tail.
Somehow everything seems like a daily ritual of old habits ; without the same feelings as before.
; even the best fall down sometimes even the wrong words seem to rhyme.